Sometimes you have to learn the hard way, sometimes your heart has to break one to many times for it to realise.
But sometimes the risk of it all and the opportunity to feel something is better than nothing at all.
You have to let go of what is poison to you. Now its hard because sometimes that can feel like your only friend.
I always find it fascinating how people you don’t talk to anymore, talk about you. I often think it’s a big compliment as you obviously made a big impact but I also find it quite sad that they have nothing better to do and their life is clearly boring.
I’m tired of people. I’m tired of doing the right thing and putting them first all the time and receiving nothing. I’m tired of being there for people and having it throw back in my face. I am now getting to the attitude where I will treat them how they treat me. I have done the whole treat them how you would like to be treated and it’s just left me broken and used. I’m not doing to myself anymore.
Sometimes you gotta be strong with yourself and ignore your desires and wants for now and focus on what will make you stronger and better in the future. You don’t owe anyone anything. This is your life, your story. Start acting like the main character and not the supporting role.
Lots of love and happiness
Alice xo
Alice Woodward 